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Ruin Me Right
Ruin Me Right
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She runs a kingdom built from grief.
And I’m the man she swore would never touch it.
Nyomi Elgin built Luxeon from ashes — clean lines, sharp heels, no room for ghosts. But I’ve seen her wrecked. I’ve kissed her name off every wound she refuses to admit still bleeds.
She wants to open a garden for the dead.
But I want to build something for the living — starting with her.
I’m not here to take her throne.
I’m here to kneel at her altar…
And f**k her so deep the past can’t find her.
She doesn’t need saving.
She needs someone who won’t flinch when she finally breaks.
And if she thinks this is just business?
She’s about to learn what happens when a soldier trades war for worship.
Read on for grief-forged lovers, boardroom tension, and a good man who builds instead of breaks. HEA Guaranteed!
Look Inside
Look Inside
Chapter 1
Nyomi
The city breathes beneath me—slow, heavy, and unaware that the day ahead will change everything. From this high up, Manhattan looks like it’s waiting for instructions. Central Park blushes gold and crimson under a soft November haze, its winding paths barely visible beneath the flurry of joggers and dog-walkers wrapped in designer fleece. My view is clean, panoramic, symmetrical—exactly how I like it. Even the sky seems curated this morning: not quite blue, not quite gray. That slate-colored in-between that makes glass towers gleam like power polished into form.
I take my coffee black, two drops of lion’s mane extract stirred in. No sugar. No cream. I don’t believe in dressing things up to make them easier to swallow. That’s a principle, not just a palette preference. The flavor punches the back of my throat as I scroll through Luxeon’s internal launch feed on my phone, the screen a cascade of updates, press pickups, and digital applause. Our Eira Initiative launch hashtag is already trending in six countries. Seven by the time I take my next sip. Good. The world is watching.
I set the mug down and turn toward my closet, already knowing what I’ll wear. The choice was made three days ago, refined last night. Presentation is architecture. Today’s blueprint is a silk blouse the color of aged whiskey, high-waisted trousers in charcoal, and the camel trench that moves like smoke when I walk. I snap a matte gold cuff around my wrist and swipe a neutral gloss over my lips. Hair—slicked and twisted into a low ebony knot. Eyes—smoked but sharp. There’s no part of me I leave unconsidered. Not for an occasion like this. Not when I’m unveiling a crown jewel.
The text comes in just as I slide my tablet into my tote: "Staging ready. Security verified. Press on site. Imara en route." I don’t respond. She already knows I’ve read it. I don't waste words on what’s already been handled.
When the elevator dings, I check my reflection in the mirrored interior for the briefest second—not out of vanity, but discipline. Then I step in, descending thirty-five floors toward the waiting city with the calm certainty of someone who built her kingdom one continent at a time.
The car drops me two blocks from Luxeon headquarters. I prefer to walk the final stretch. It grounds me, reminds me of what I’ve built with my own hands. Madison Avenue sparkles with the self-importance of late fall. Shop windows gleam with gold-leaf displays, early holiday installations, and the scent of roasted chestnuts wafts from a street vendor stationed near the curb, daring to exist in the same space as Hermès and Cartier. Leaves scuttle past my boots like confetti. A pigeon lands on a brushed steel bike rack and watches me pass like it knows who I am.
Luxeon HQ rises ahead of me, a seven-story glass prism flanked by limestone curves and framed by backlit signage that reads LUXEON: Travel That Transforms. It’s not just branding—it’s philosophy. Every element of this building was designed to evoke motion, passage, intimacy, and scale. The interior scent changes depending on which global region is being honored each week. Today, it’s East Africa—jasmine, dry sandalwood, and a hint of Ethiopian coffee bean.
The front doors part before I reach them—timed sensors, not security. My face is already registered.
Receptionists dressed in Luxeon's seasonal palette—burnt sienna and olive-gray—rise subtly as I pass, not because protocol demands it, but because reverence does. I nod, once. I don’t pause for small talk. That isn’t what I’m here to build.
The lobby hums beneath my heels. The marble is Ethiopian, the installation overhead is a suspended kinetic sculpture inspired by wind patterns in the Himalayas. The walls are lined with rotating art from every region where Luxeon has secured an experience. I commissioned each one personally. Not for aesthetics. For accountability. You cannot claim to serve a culture you cannot bear to be reflected by.
When the elevator opens on the executive floor, Imara Lennox is waiting. She’s taller than me by an inch and never once pretends not to be. Her platinum braids are wrapped into a high crown today, her blazer sculpted, the color of matte eggplant. She carries a thin binder in one hand and a tablet in the other, and she doesn’t waste time with greetings.
“Global mentions are climbing. Eira’s hashtag just crossed the million mark,” she says, walking beside me like we’re co-commanders rather than CEO and strategist. “Engagement from the Middle East is double projection. Nairobi, Tokyo, and Montreal confirmed for the livestream. Cassian’s been rehearsing his talking points for the press briefing like a damn TED Talk.”
I don’t roll my eyes, but I allow myself the softest exhale. “Is he sticking to the approved media language?”
Imara’s mouth pulls tight. “Mostly. But you know Cassian. He likes to flourish.”
“I like results. I know him too well. Remind him which one I pay for.”
“Wasn’t my idea to keep my ex around after a breakup just because he’s good with social media platforms.”
“Touche.”
We pass through the final corridor toward the event space—Luxeon’s gallery-level launch venue. The walls curve inward like the inside of a shell, soft-lit in copper and champagne. Screens play ambient motion footage of the Eira site—filtered drone views over sweeping highlands, children dancing in the distance, evening bonfires flanked by music. Carefully curated. Lyrically spliced. The version of the world we offer to those wealthy enough to buy their transformation, and thoughtful enough to want it wrapped in intention.
“The chair from the Foundation Board is seated front left,” Imara says, passing me a sleek earpiece. “Three global wellness editors are in row two. And the woman from Le Monde who called Luxeon neo-colonialist last year? She’s here. She already asked for five minutes of your time.”
“She’ll get three. If she uses them wisely, she’ll leave with five.”
Imara smirks, then stops walking. “You want a minute alone?”
I look through the glass wall that frames the event stage. The lights are dimmed now, just low enough to let the fall sunshine spill in and gild the edges of the room. Rows of chairs face a clean white stage where the Eira insignia pulses softly, its design a fusion of Arabic calligraphy and Nordic runes.
“No,” I say, adjusting the cuff on my wrist. “Let’s crown the empire.”
The lights rise like a sunrise—slow and golden, designed to warm the room by degree. We don’t believe in hard reveals at Luxeon. We curate anticipation. Our events unfold like rituals. Every guest was selected with intention, every name cross-checked for reach, loyalty, or influence. There are no fillers in this room. Only witnesses.
I step onto the stage with the confidence of someone who doesn’t hope for applause. I expect it. Not because I crave validation, but because I’ve earned it. The heels of my boots strike the white-glass floor with a satisfying rhythm. The soft hum of audio equipment fades as I reach the center, and the silence becomes something holy.
There’s a full house, but I find the front row with my eyes. The foundation chair. The editor from The Atlantic. Knox, positioned just off-center with his camera resting on one knee, smiling like this is the only place in the world worth being. And Imara, standing behind the last row, arms crossed, eyes sharp. She gives me the subtlest nod. The signal. It’s time.
I don’t glance at the teleprompter. My words live in my spine.
“When we talk about travel, we talk about movement. But at Luxeon, we’ve never just sold journeys. We’ve sold transformation. We’ve sold the moment you step outside your comfort zone and into a truth that was never packaged for you.”
A beat of silence. The kind you learn to wield like a blade.
“The Eira Initiative is not a destination. It’s an invitation to reckon with the ghosts of a place and honor what remains. In a region once split by fire, we are building restoration. Partnership. Grace.”
I speak of the land, the local leaders, the design ethic. I mention our cultural advisors by name. I give the right nods to eco-sustainability, to post-conflict trauma, to community integration. My voice does not waver. I feel it surge through me, measured and warm. I am not just presenting a project. I am laying another stone in the cathedral of my life’s work.
“Luxury without purpose is vanity. Purpose without immersion is performance. Eira is neither. Eira is authenticity.”
When I end, the applause is instant and sustained. I smile, soft and strategic. Not wide. Enough for the room to exhale.
Backstage, the lighting is cooler—blues and whites instead of golds. I remove the mic discreetly as the AV assistant unclips the wire from my back collar. Imara is already waiting with a tablet in one hand and her mouth pressed into a line so tight I know it isn’t about my speech.
“Don’t make that face,” I murmur, stepping beside her. “That was a clean sweep.”
“It was,” she says. “But something’s off. There’s been a holding change.”
My fingers still. “Explain.”
She pulls up a dashboard to our shareholder overview panel. “Greystone Trust—our second-largest institutional backer—was bought out. Quietly. Last week. Folded into an entity called Vanguard Horizon Holdings.”
I scan the screen. Greystone’s name is gone. In its place: VHH – 51.2%. My stomach drops, but I keep my expression even.
“Who the hell is Vanguard Horizon?”
“That’s the thing.” Imara scrolls. “Shell companies, sub-holdings, nothing concrete. Their board seat got activated this morning. Legal approved it as a clean acquisition.”
I narrow my eyes. “Without notifying me? What the hell, Imara?”
“They don’t have to. Not with their structure. You know that.”
“And the chair?”
“He’s here. Or rather, his proxy is. No direct introduction. But they’ve called for an unscheduled board meeting immediately following the press briefing.”
The cold starts in my palms. A creeping sensation—not fear, but the kind of alertness that comes just before a fire alarm. I nod slowly, calculating. This isn’t sabotage. Not yet. But it’s a maneuver. A test. Someone wants to see how I respond when caught off guard.
I meet Imara’s gaze. “Get me everything on Vanguard Horizon. Cross-reference board affiliations. Lobbyist ties. Defense contracts. I want it today.”
She taps her stylus like a trigger. “Already on it.”
“Pull Knox. Tell him no internal footage of the board today. I want the face first.”
Imara’s eyes flash. “You think it’s someone strategic?”
“I think,” I say, voice low, “it’s someone arrogant enough to believe I don’t see the game.” And arrogance, more than anything, is what gets men like that burned.
The boardroom sits like a still lake at the top of Luxeon’s seventh floor—soundproofed, mirrored, and sacred. Designed for strategy and nothing else. The chairs are suede-wrapped steel, Danish. The table is a single carved slab of Congolese wenge wood. I chose it myself. Stronger than oak, darker than teak, and nearly impossible to break once set. It felt appropriate for a company founded on both beauty and weight.
I walk in two minutes early, deliberately. I always do. Time is control. Presence is dominance.
The other board members are already seated—or posturing to be. Gregory Dent from international finance gives me his usual thin-lipped smile. Malika Jabari nods once, her scarlet hijab pinned perfectly against her navy pantsuit. Cassian, of course, is leaning in his chair with that faint, insufferable smirk he reserves for rooms he didn’t build but intends to rearrange. He doesn’t greet me with words. He never does when there’s a new power player in the room. He wants to see how I handle the shift before deciding if it’s in his interest to align or discredit.
And then I see the empty chair. End of the table. No nameplate. Just a crisp, black leather folder and a pitcher of water set in front of it.
“Where’s the proxy?” I ask, casually, even as my gut coils.
Gregory clears his throat. “He’ll be joining virtually. In about five minutes.”
I glance at Imara, seated to my right, her eyes already narrowed at her tablet screen. The numbers haven’t shifted. Vanguard Horizon Holdings: 51.2%. The silence in the room isn’t uncertain. It’s compliance.
I sit. Smooth. Still. I place my pen on the table. “And no one thought it prudent to inform me of a 51 percent acquisition before this morning?”
Cassian tilts his head. “It wasn’t finalized until late last week. Legally clean. Structurally opaque, but within the shareholder agreement.”
His voice is calm, measured, and just oily enough to slick the truth beneath a layer of plausible deniability.
“I wasn’t asking about legality,” I say, locking eyes with him. “I was asking about respect.”
Silence again.
Malika looks away. Gregory taps his stylus.
Even Imara doesn’t speak.
That’s when I feel it—not fear. Not betrayal either. The knowing that something has entered the room and shifted the balance, and no one will say its name yet. Not until it wants to be heard.
The proxy window lights up on the embedded display screen as the room dims slightly—an automatic setting when video conferencing begins. The image sharpens into view: a profile photo only. No camera. Just a white-lettered name across black.
THANE E. CALDER – Vanguard Horizon Holdings.
The sound of my own heartbeat cuts through the quiet.
Not a name I know. Not a man in my orbit, or ethical travel. Not even from diplomacy. He’s not one of the usual shadows that try to own what they could never create.
Imara inhales sharply beside me.
Cassian is the one who breaks the silence.
“Thane Elias Calder. Former Army General. Now a majority investor with Vanguard. Specializes in strategic asset protection and high-risk capital rescue. Built a reputation absorbing failing or unstable firms with large land holdings.”
The way he says it—“land holdings”—I know what he's implying. And I know he’s waiting for me to snap. I don’t. I adjust the angle of my pen.
“Luxeon is not unstable.”
“Not financially, no.” His tone shifts. Smooth. Calculated. “But the optics of the Eira build have invited some... critique.”
I turn my gaze to the screen again. Still blank. Still just the name. Calder doesn’t speak. Which means one thing: he doesn’t need to.
That’s power. Or at least the illusion of it. I push back my chair, stand calmly. “This board may entertain acquisitions, but it does not entertain shadows.”
“His representative will be in New York by the end of week,” Gregory interjects, trying to stabilize the tension. “You’ll meet face to face. And the acquisition stands. Clean and irreversible. That was confirmed by law.”
I nod once. Just once. Then I gather my folder, slide my pen back into its loop, and look around the room like I’m memorizing the arrangement of each betrayal.
“You’ve allowed a stranger to walk in through the service entrance,” I say softly. “Just make sure he knows what kind of house he’s entered.”
And with that, I turn and walk out. Not because I’m retreating, but because it’s what you do when your next move needs to be made in silence.
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